so this is what it feels like..

監督が社会人になって体験した出来事を、独自の物語に再構成。初めての冒険に対する不安や、偶然の出会いから見えてくるものに身体、精神はどんな反応をするのか。自身の性別、国籍だからこそ感じる疑問や違和感から、アウトサイダーとして日本の社会を見つめる。「こんな感じなんだ」と心の中で自身の環境を感じつつ、変化を起こしながら、前に進んでいく。

The director reconstructs the events she experienced as a working adult into a personal narrative of her own. How do the body and mind react to the anxiety of first-time adventures and to what they see through chance encounters? The film looks at Japanese society as an outsider from the perspective of questions and discomfort felt because of her own gender and nationality. She moves forward, making changes while feeling her own environment in her heart, saying, ‘This is how I feel.’